Friday, January 28, 2011

Miss

I miss a lot of things in this world. I miss my uncle Angah ho i have not spend time with for a long time. I guess my siblings and my mum too. But what is there i can do when his current wife has made him distant from us. I miss him making music about me. I will always remember the song that he made for me. He even recorded it and played it on radio in cassette. I miss him taking my hands and farting on it. That sandwich he always make. To this day I still remember the smell.

I miss my friend. I know it was also my fault. I should have called and double confirm that i was not coming in for work for some time. I do apologies that i didn't inform properly. But family comes 1st. I have hurt the people i care for. I miss spending time with him and her. Even though she has gone away for studies. But all of them will always be in my heart.

So many things in this world people would not appreciate until they have lost it. This is what my brother Azli has told me years ago. And to this day I still remember what he has told me. And I appreciate what he has advised me. To this day I have many things i have missed and still miss.

Rest in Peace

To my uncle and my aunt. I love both of you so much. Its hard to grasp the fact that both of you are no longer among us. I miss the smiles and the laughter that i am used to hear and see. Since i was a young boy i have experienced both the love of my uncle and my uncle. The sweet smile and laughter of my aunt. The craziness of my uncle and the food that he used to cook. He has always been able to make me smile and laugh. The hardest one to handle this was my mum. But at last she has been able to calm down. All of us has lost 2 loved ones within a year. But they will always be in our minds and hearts. May Allah S.W.T embrace them within his gates and hold them in his arms. Mak Teh and Ami. I love you both with all my heart. We all do. Al-Fatihah.