Bored

Am really bored today.Have listenning to the song that illa gave me.Halo by bethany and my wish by rascal flatt.Missing her alot.The way we were when we together and when we were friends.Hmm.

Poison

Im poisoning myself,
Each and everyday,
When im around others,
Even infront of them,
I poison myself,
Everytime i see a couple,
I am poisoned by them,
See their laughter,
Their love for each other,
Affection towards one another,
Waving to each other,
Lustful kiss to be enjoyed,
Hugs that last an eternity,
Hands that are bounded to each other,
The way they are together,
Is poison to me,
I let them poison me by being around them.
My heart dies slowly day by day,
My rotting body shows the toll,
My mind and soul can no longer fight,
I have no other choice but to accept,
My death.

Thankfull!

Im thankfull and glad that i got the job.Just need to study and pass the test that they need us to do.Im goin to work my ass off to make sure i get this job.I need the money for myself and for my mum.Im going to go to australia and have fun.If i get the chance im going to migrate there so that i can better money since they have a better money exchange rate.