From My Heart

My heart wants her,
But my head says no,
The fear of her leaving,
Hurts me,
Lies i have told her,
Even to others,
Some has told me,
"Tell her",
Some has told me,
"Don't tell her",
My heart was reluctant to tell,
So i forced myself otherwise,
When she was to leave,
A special moment occured,
Our 1st kiss,
The moment was unexpected,
But that kiss was what i desired,
What my heart has been wanting,
From her and only her,
I spent every moment,
I can spare,
With her,
When she left,
My world had crumbled,
My world turned to darkness,
The once heart that was cold,
Had shattered to pieces,
If only i knew,
If i had told her,
Then she would have stayed,
A fool i was.