Saturday, February 12, 2011
Controversial Issue
There is this thing that has been in my head for a long time. I have always wondered why is it that transvestites/she males/bapok do not date or go out with pengkid/girls who dress and want to be guys. I have always wondered why is it they have not come out with this idea. And i have no idea why is it that transvestites when they make their profiles they put themselves as females. Get a freaking grip. You are not females, you are males who want to be females. Well I guess as long as your happy then fine. But seriously think about it. Don't make a fool out of yourselves. And take my idea. Bapok and pengkid should date.
Friday, January 28, 2011
Miss
I miss a lot of things in this world. I miss my uncle Angah ho i have not spend time with for a long time. I guess my siblings and my mum too. But what is there i can do when his current wife has made him distant from us. I miss him making music about me. I will always remember the song that he made for me. He even recorded it and played it on radio in cassette. I miss him taking my hands and farting on it. That sandwich he always make. To this day I still remember the smell.
I miss my friend. I know it was also my fault. I should have called and double confirm that i was not coming in for work for some time. I do apologies that i didn't inform properly. But family comes 1st. I have hurt the people i care for. I miss spending time with him and her. Even though she has gone away for studies. But all of them will always be in my heart.
So many things in this world people would not appreciate until they have lost it. This is what my brother Azli has told me years ago. And to this day I still remember what he has told me. And I appreciate what he has advised me. To this day I have many things i have missed and still miss.
I miss my friend. I know it was also my fault. I should have called and double confirm that i was not coming in for work for some time. I do apologies that i didn't inform properly. But family comes 1st. I have hurt the people i care for. I miss spending time with him and her. Even though she has gone away for studies. But all of them will always be in my heart.
So many things in this world people would not appreciate until they have lost it. This is what my brother Azli has told me years ago. And to this day I still remember what he has told me. And I appreciate what he has advised me. To this day I have many things i have missed and still miss.
Rest in Peace
To my uncle and my aunt. I love both of you so much. Its hard to grasp the fact that both of you are no longer among us. I miss the smiles and the laughter that i am used to hear and see. Since i was a young boy i have experienced both the love of my uncle and my uncle. The sweet smile and laughter of my aunt. The craziness of my uncle and the food that he used to cook. He has always been able to make me smile and laugh. The hardest one to handle this was my mum. But at last she has been able to calm down. All of us has lost 2 loved ones within a year. But they will always be in our minds and hearts. May Allah S.W.T embrace them within his gates and hold them in his arms. Mak Teh and Ami. I love you both with all my heart. We all do. Al-Fatihah.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Chaos
My mind is in such a chaos.
What she did is confusing me.
But she said we are still friends.
But she ignores me.
I understand that i was annoying.
But i was just concerned.
I apologised but am not forgiven.
All i know is i want her.
No one else.
Since the time we meet i want only you.
Just you.
I dont care.
I will do whatever it takes to do it.
What she did is confusing me.
But she said we are still friends.
But she ignores me.
I understand that i was annoying.
But i was just concerned.
I apologised but am not forgiven.
All i know is i want her.
No one else.
Since the time we meet i want only you.
Just you.
I dont care.
I will do whatever it takes to do it.
Monday, May 17, 2010
Wise Words From A Wise Man (Applies to all religion)
An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science hasWith
GOD , the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .
Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?
(Student was silent )
Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young Fella.Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?
(Student did not answer)
Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness?All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who Created them ?
(Student had no answer)
Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD , Tasted your GOD , Smelt your GOD ? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor : Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn't..
(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events )
Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat,a Little Heat or No Heat.But we don't have anything called Cold.We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that.There is no such thing as Cold.Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.We cannot Measure Cold.Heat is Energy.Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.
(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )
Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of Something You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . . But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student: Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing. Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going )
Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor, Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?(The Class was in Uproar )
Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?
(The Class broke out into Laughter )
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . . No one appears to have done so. So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?
(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at the Student, his face unfathomable)
Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly !
The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.
NB:I believe you have enjoyed the Conversation . . . and if so .. .You'll probably want your Friends / Colleagues to enjoy the same . . . won't you?Forward them to Increase their Knowledge . . . or FAITH.That student was Albert Einstein.
GOD , the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .
Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?
(Student was silent )
Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young Fella.Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?
(Student did not answer)
Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness?All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who Created them ?
(Student had no answer)
Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD , Tasted your GOD , Smelt your GOD ? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor : Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn't..
(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events )
Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat,a Little Heat or No Heat.But we don't have anything called Cold.We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that.There is no such thing as Cold.Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.We cannot Measure Cold.Heat is Energy.Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.
(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )
Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of Something You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . . But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student: Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing. Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going )
Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor, Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?(The Class was in Uproar )
Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?
(The Class broke out into Laughter )
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . . No one appears to have done so. So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?
(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at the Student, his face unfathomable)
Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly !
The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.
NB:I believe you have enjoyed the Conversation . . . and if so .. .You'll probably want your Friends / Colleagues to enjoy the same . . . won't you?Forward them to Increase their Knowledge . . . or FAITH.That student was Albert Einstein.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
My friends who i adore!
This is NurBanun Atina Idris. I just call her Banun. This girl is damn random. She is good at playing the acoustic guitar,singing and acting. She is good at playing games as well. She is the only one girl i know that likes to play games. The one thing i will remember about her is that i will never sit next to her because there was a few times that when she was sitting next to me her air liur splattered all over my arm. Yuck. Thans Banun.
This is Adam Dewind. I call him Adam. He is a big size guy. He likes to annoy me all the time. But he has a big heart. I always ask him for advice. Know him from college. Adam has always cracked me up. The 1st time was when he broke a chair in class and fell. That moment i will always remember. Adam is a guy who is intelligent,quiet wise,sarcastic and loves songs and gaming.
This is Raja Aliff. I call him Alif. He used to be thin. But now his not. I know him from college as well. At 1st i thought this guy was damn lansi fella. But its just his face. I will remember this guy because of the disco ball he has in his car. He likes to take pictures. Majority of the pictures here was taken from him and edited by him. Alif likes to listen to music and cars. Alif is kinda intelligent but not in maths,sarcastic at times,has his own style,buying clothes and has a variety of perfumes and gaming as well.
This is Fidi. Know him from college. I call him Fidi or Di I will remember Fidi from a lot of experience with him.
That i shall keep to myself. Except for 1.All i need to say is "I only had 2 wei". Fidi is really funny. He is athletic,energetic and very spontaneous and gaming.
This is Thiligan Ramakrishna. He claims he drives a Mustang but its not a mustang. This guy is really indian.1 time i spilled beer he got so angry he scold me. He is quiet good at pool.
This is Weng Chi. I call him Weng. This guy is sarcastic.Well he comes from Johor so go figure. This is nuts from all the stories he told me. Drives at Warp speed. Likes food and bloody movies. Hates cats. He is very brutal when it comes to killing cats.Gamer as well.
This is Victor Tan. I just call him Vic. He is very knowledgeable about guns and information. He is very teched up. He gets hold on things other people dont have. He is one guy i wont mess with ever. He is intelligent about games, a hacker, deadly, and a gamer as well.
This is Geetha Rajasegran. I call her Sayang,Geet or my Affair. Hehehe. She is Kumars sister. Am really close to her until other people thought i was going for her. I think of her as a sister. She is very manja. I like to manja her alot. She burps alot and says i taught her that but i didnt. She seeks attention and i provide to her. Learned how to park and drive with confidence because of me. She is my dancing partner. I love to dance with her. She always like it when i put her to sleep at night. And now im scared to sit in the car with her when she drives. All me fault. But at least she got better.
This is Kumar Rajasegran. I call him Kumar. This guy is a real close friend of mine. He just love cars. And now he is addicted to games because of us gamer. And is good at playing sniper. I will always bully him in gaming and real life. I love you bro. Jangan marah. Hehehe. He is considered a bit lurus bendul. But has a great heart. Been there for him when i can.Especially that 1 particular night. He got better at drinking because of me. I will remember him because of one particular night that he puked on Illas brand new shoes at La Bodegas at BSC. After drinking 4 beers. Hahahaha.
This is Weng Chi. I call him Weng. This guy is sarcastic.Well he comes from Johor so go figure. This is nuts from all the stories he told me. Drives at Warp speed. Likes food and bloody movies. Hates cats. He is very brutal when it comes to killing cats.Gamer as well.
This is Victor Tan. I just call him Vic. He is very knowledgeable about guns and information. He is very teched up. He gets hold on things other people dont have. He is one guy i wont mess with ever. He is intelligent about games, a hacker, deadly, and a gamer as well.
This is Geetha Rajasegran. I call her Sayang,Geet or my Affair. Hehehe. She is Kumars sister. Am really close to her until other people thought i was going for her. I think of her as a sister. She is very manja. I like to manja her alot. She burps alot and says i taught her that but i didnt. She seeks attention and i provide to her. Learned how to park and drive with confidence because of me. She is my dancing partner. I love to dance with her. She always like it when i put her to sleep at night. And now im scared to sit in the car with her when she drives. All me fault. But at least she got better.
This is Kumar Rajasegran. I call him Kumar. This guy is a real close friend of mine. He just love cars. And now he is addicted to games because of us gamer. And is good at playing sniper. I will always bully him in gaming and real life. I love you bro. Jangan marah. Hehehe. He is considered a bit lurus bendul. But has a great heart. Been there for him when i can.Especially that 1 particular night. He got better at drinking because of me. I will remember him because of one particular night that he puked on Illas brand new shoes at La Bodegas at BSC. After drinking 4 beers. Hahahaha.
Sheath
I am the raging sword,
I cut down my enemies,
With no mercy,
I kill non stop,
Endless terror and agony,
She is my sheath,
She ends my endless nightmare,
She controls me,
Adapts to the way i am,
Always there for me,
Harmony and calmness,
My ending suffering has ceased,
I am able to live,
To be happy,
The bond has been formed,
And i am complete.
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