Actress in a Movie

An actress's parents being bitches. Verbally attacked my mum. Your parents accused my mum of doing something she didn't do. Melayu tolong melayu konon. Your mum doesn't deserve being helped. Work also don't know how to do. Your mum didn't even defend the girl that got scolded because your dad called. Your parents don't even know what you do at night clubs. Karma is going to get you back. Assholes

Jumpstart College Edition

This competition is a sequel from the 1st Jumpstart. This time it would be College Students Bands. So everyone that is still studying get ready to jam out and get known.

ARGH!!!

I have not been well. Having a sore throat and ulcer. Ulcer has been really bothering me a lot. Can't talk that well and can't eat spicy food. Sore throat has like a mind of its own. Cough badly at a certain time and that causes me to have an asthma attack. Damn it. I just wish i can take a knife and just cut my throat out. Put salt on my ulcer and still it's not getting better. Wish i can get well soon.

Controversial Issue

There is this thing that has been in my head for a long time. I have always wondered why is it that transvestites/she males/bapok do not date or go out with pengkid/girls who dress and want to be guys. I have always wondered why is it they have not come out with this idea. And i have no idea why is it that transvestites when they make their profiles they put themselves as females. Get a freaking grip. You are not females, you are males who want to be females. Well I guess as long as your happy then fine. But seriously think about it. Don't make a fool out of yourselves. And take my idea. Bapok and pengkid should date.

Miss

I miss a lot of things in this world. I miss my uncle Angah ho i have not spend time with for a long time. I guess my siblings and my mum too. But what is there i can do when his current wife has made him distant from us. I miss him making music about me. I will always remember the song that he made for me. He even recorded it and played it on radio in cassette. I miss him taking my hands and farting on it. That sandwich he always make. To this day I still remember the smell.

I miss my friend. I know it was also my fault. I should have called and double confirm that i was not coming in for work for some time. I do apologies that i didn't inform properly. But family comes 1st. I have hurt the people i care for. I miss spending time with him and her. Even though she has gone away for studies. But all of them will always be in my heart.

So many things in this world people would not appreciate until they have lost it. This is what my brother Azli has told me years ago. And to this day I still remember what he has told me. And I appreciate what he has advised me. To this day I have many things i have missed and still miss.

Rest in Peace

To my uncle and my aunt. I love both of you so much. Its hard to grasp the fact that both of you are no longer among us. I miss the smiles and the laughter that i am used to hear and see. Since i was a young boy i have experienced both the love of my uncle and my uncle. The sweet smile and laughter of my aunt. The craziness of my uncle and the food that he used to cook. He has always been able to make me smile and laugh. The hardest one to handle this was my mum. But at last she has been able to calm down. All of us has lost 2 loved ones within a year. But they will always be in our minds and hearts. May Allah S.W.T embrace them within his gates and hold them in his arms. Mak Teh and Ami. I love you both with all my heart. We all do. Al-Fatihah.

Chaos

My mind is in such a chaos.
What she did is confusing me.
But she said we are still friends.
But she ignores me.
I understand that i was annoying.
But i was just concerned.
I apologised but am not forgiven.
All i know is i want her.
No one else.
Since the time we meet i want only you.
Just you.
I dont care.
I will do whatever it takes to do it.