My Qaseh Shafinaz

My Qaseh Shafinaz. This girl has become the Queen to my world, the soul within me. I can't stop thinking about her. When i look at her i can see her as her true self. She has gone through a lot in life. But i don't care about what happened in her past. All i care about is what is in the present with her and the future that we will have. She is beautiful through my eyes. I have gotten this far to make her comfortable towards me and i will continue in doing so. She makes me so happy when she smiles and laugh. She has made my life such a better thing to live for. She says she is beginning to like me and says that i need to prove it to her that i am true to my words. And i will do so no matter what,no matter how,no matter how long. Last night i gave her present even though her birthday is today 5th of June. I'm not going to let her go no matter what. I will hold on to her and fight for her. No one will get in the way. Not her father or anyone else for that matter. After so many relationships that has come and gone, this time its not going to be gone. Once i have proven myself to her i will make sure she will be the last. I Amir Aziz Hassan love you Qaseh Shafinaz now and always forever as long as i breathe,and when i stop breathing i will still continue on loving you in the after life.

Fear = Regret

Fear is the only thing i fear. It's the only thing that will make me have nightmares. It's the only thing that that can keep me awake at night. It's the only thing i can that can make me cry. It's the only thing can make weak. It's the only thing that has an effect on me. And because of that i have regrets. Regrets is the punishment i have now. It clings onto my soul and it will never leave me. And now all i can do is only assume that what would have become of us if i had no fear. I had only assume the worse if i had said those 3 words. But now all i can do is live my life of regret.

To Believe Or Not To Believe

How do you know if someone really loves you?
Is it when they do anything for you?
Is it when they are there for you?
Is it when they you know really well?
Is it when they know when your sad?
When your happy?
When your sick?
Is it when they know your traits?
Is it when they know your flaws?
Is it when they know your darkest secret?
Is it when your comfortable with them?
How do you believe someone that if they really love you?

Mt. Olympus Challenge

To all rock climbers in Malaysia. Bring your families and friends to this competition. Fun activities to join in. Group of 5 participation and individual participation. Get ready to climb to the top.

Actress in a Movie

An actress's parents being bitches. Verbally attacked my mum. Your parents accused my mum of doing something she didn't do. Melayu tolong melayu konon. Your mum doesn't deserve being helped. Work also don't know how to do. Your mum didn't even defend the girl that got scolded because your dad called. Your parents don't even know what you do at night clubs. Karma is going to get you back. Assholes

Jumpstart College Edition

This competition is a sequel from the 1st Jumpstart. This time it would be College Students Bands. So everyone that is still studying get ready to jam out and get known.

ARGH!!!

I have not been well. Having a sore throat and ulcer. Ulcer has been really bothering me a lot. Can't talk that well and can't eat spicy food. Sore throat has like a mind of its own. Cough badly at a certain time and that causes me to have an asthma attack. Damn it. I just wish i can take a knife and just cut my throat out. Put salt on my ulcer and still it's not getting better. Wish i can get well soon.